I don’t want the universe to be the way religion wants it to be.
I enjoy being a part of the unknown and (hopefully) unknowable.
Can you imagine what life would be like if there was nothing to learn or left to explore? I love the fact that every day I can learn something new or unlearn something old.
It’s not like I need things to have a purpose, unlike some of my Theist/Deist friends and family.
Having no purpose has it’s purpose.